Today, I went to the first audition for next year.
I doubt I do things physically that people would pay for.
But I wonder to what extend this is a pre-requisite for some success.
Tips for next time: Do take paracetamol. Do not wear anything hinting at pyjamas-like clothing, even if I think it reflects my character. Be fitter. I think most other things I did right.
It took me a very expensive travel ticket to London and several hours closing eyes to recover from a headache I got during the day. Also, rethinking options. I can predict what kind of people I will encounter at more auditions. Still, I must go through - it is a way of contextualising myself in the dance world and that's the process to finding my way.
On the other hand, it also seems that I am not doing a real thing. I am not really preparing to teach, and I am not really dancing. Not able to focus on either one, trying to combine both.
I wonder how things develop. I was never that happy to return to London before.
